“Am I Crazy?”

When Your Gifts Start to Wake Up

Almost everyone with intuitive or spiritual gifts asks this at some point: “Am I crazy?”

When your senses sharpen… when you feel things others don’t… when dreams grow vivid or you hear whispers of guidance — the mind goes into panic mode. Fear rushes in and says something is wrong with you. But the truth is, something is right with you. Your gifts are waking up. And awakening rarely feels gentle. It stretches you, cracks old beliefs, and asks you to trust what you feel long before you understand it.

You are not losing your mind — you are reconnecting with your deeper sight. What you’re feeling is not madness — it’s a remembering. And once you know what’s happening, the fear begins to soften.

Let’s explore the deeper layers of why awakening feels the way it does.

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Why Awakening Feels Scary

Awakening is not a subtle process. It disrupts your rhythms. It interrupts old patterns. It asks you to feel more, see more, and know more than you were ever taught to hold.

Fear shows up first because your nervous system thinks unfamiliar = unsafe.

You’re sensing new energies. You’re noticing subtle emotions. You’re receiving guidance you can’t logically explain. Your mind tries to protect you by calling it “crazy,” but your spirit is simply expanding into its natural awareness.

Awakening feels scary because you’re meeting more of yourself than you ever have before.

How Trauma, Sensitivity & Intuition Overlap

One of the biggest misunderstandings is this: Sensitivity isn’t weakness — it’s wiring.

People with intuitive gifts often grew up feeling “too emotional,” “too observant,” or “too sensitive.” They felt everything, long before they had the language or safety to make sense of it.

  • Trauma can heighten awareness.
  • Stress can sharpen intuition.
  • Loss can crack the heart open.

These experiences don’t create your gifts — they amplify them. Your intuition lives in the same place your emotions live.

So when old wounds rise to the surface, intuitive awareness rises too.

It’s not that trauma made you intuitive. It’s that trauma removed the barriers that once kept your intuition quiet.

Your sensitivity is not a flaw — it’s the doorway to your gift.

Why Gifts Turn On After Big Life Changes

Major life transitions create spiritual openings. Moments like birth, death, grief, illness, breakups, near-death experiences, moving to a new place, or losing an identity all shake the foundation of how you see the world.

They dissolve the old structures that kept your intuition quiet and make you more porous, receptive, and cracked open enough for light, memory, and soul-awareness to pour through.

Awakening often begins when life falls apart—when the outer world shifts so dramatically that your inner world has no choice but to expand in response.

When Awakening Feels Like You’re Losing Your Mind

“You are spirit before you are story. Human before you are perfect. Everything you’re going through right now — every emotion, every fear, every unraveling — isn’t who you are. It’s simply what your soul is experiencing. When we forget this, life feels heavy. We take every mistake personally. Every hard moment becomes a definition instead of a passage. But when we remember we are spirit having a human experience, something inside loosens. The breath deepens. The pressure softens. We stop trying to “fix” ourselves and start letting ourselves be. This is where the Sage within you begins to awaken.”

Fear vs. Intuition: Learning the Difference

Most people confuse intuition with fear — especially in the early stages of awakening. Fear is loud, fast, chaotic, and dramatic. It spirals, catastrophizes, and overwhelms. It fills the mind with urgency and worst-case scenarios. Intuition, on the other hand, is quiet, steady, and neutral. It simply knows. There is no push, no panic, no emotional charge — just a calm sense of truth.

When your gifts begin to wake up, fear usually speaks first. Not because you’re in danger, but because you’re entering new territory your mind doesn’t yet understand. As you learn to distinguish fear’s intensity from intuition’s clarity, the entire awakening process becomes more grounded, gentle, and easier to navigate.

You’re Not Alone — and You’re Absolutely Not Crazy

Every intuitive person has walked this path. Every medium. Every healer. Every sensitive soul. Because awakening isn’t random — it’s a call from your inner Sage.

The confusion, the overwhelm, the emotional waves, the vivid dreams, the sudden sensitivity to energy… these are not signs of losing yourself. They are signs of returning to yourself.

Your inner Sage is stirring, nudging you to notice what you’ve ignored, feel what you’ve buried, and remember what your soul has always known. You’re accessing parts of yourself you once silenced just to survive. You’re hearing the whispers of truth that have lived inside you all along.

You’re becoming the version of you that can finally see through the surface of things. You are not alone. This is the ancient path of awakening — the moment the inner Sage stands up and says, “It’s time.” You are not crazy. You are waking up to who you’ve always been.

What is a sage?

This series leads you back to your inner magic — to trusting your intuition, sensing energy, connecting with nature, and opening to Spirit with confidence. A Sage transforms experience into wisdom and discovers a deeper love and connection for life.

Summary,

Awakening doesn’t mean you’re losing your mind — it means your gifts, sensitivity, and deeper knowing are coming online. When intuition sharpens, emotions intensify, and dreams become vivid, the mind often panics and asks, “Am I crazy?” But these shifts aren’t signs of instability; they are signs of the inner Sage awakening — the ancient wisdom within you rising to the surface.

Major life transitions crack us open and make us more receptive to the spiritual truth we carry. Fear and intuition may feel tangled at first, but learning to tell them apart brings calm, clarity, and grounding. Awakening is not a breakdown; it’s a breakthrough. It’s the moment your soul remembers itself and invites you into a deeper way of seeing, sensing, and being.

You’re not alone. You’re not broken. You’re not crazy. You’re waking up — and your inner Sage is leading the way.